Thursday 9 March 2023

My Journey - 1

Hi All,

Here I am with a new Story where some part is True and other is my Fantasy if that could be True. Please do read and enjoy. Look forward for your comments.

My name is Akash and now living my life as Prerna. Since childhood, was fascinated and attracted towards female stuff. Around the age of 10yrs, started wearing dresses and makeup of my Mother and Cousin as used to stay in a Joint Family. By the time I completed Inter, my urge towards female stuff increased very much. I used to thing and fantasize that someone should Kidnap and convert me into a girl. When I started going to College, I did not get much chance to dress up in female stuff. Whenever I see a beautiful girl, I get attracted towards her but also want to be like her. Not sure because of this attitude and body language, I could not have a gf during College days. I was fine in Studies and later completed my Graduation. At the age of 22, moved to Delhi in pursuit of a Job. A brief Intro about me as below.

Introduction: 5'8" Height, 60kg Weight, very slim body and not much facial hair at the age of 22yrs. With practice over the Years, I learned how to wear a Saree and very brief makeup as have limited resources to learn for the same.

After 2 Months struggle, I got a Job and started living in a PG. Due to restrictions and low Salary, could not do much on my Female dress-up. Life went like that for another 2yrs and finally at the age of 24, was able to secure a decent Job and rented 1 BHK portion for myself. I was all alone in the Flat and time to live my dream and fantasy to be a girl. I started buying female stuff from local small markets i.e., Saree, Salwar Suit, Night, 3 Sets of Bra and Panty, Bangles, Lipsticks, Makeup etc. After coming from Office, daily my routine used to dress like a female for a brief period and sleep in Nighty. 

Gradually, I started buying more dresses and stuff through Online Shopping and use to watch lot of YouTube Videos to understand how to be in shape and be more feminine when dressed. I bought a Corset to make my figure more girly, use to wax every week to keep myself hairless. I got my ears pierced so that can try different earrings. I hardly visit my Hometown citing my work Pressure. My Father was also busy in his Business and Shop, hence, they also used to visit very less. During that period, I met a girl named Nisha. She was good looking and know how to carry herself. I got attracted towards her and luckily she also showed interest. Within 2-3 Months, we became close and finally I proposed her. To my luck, she accepted and now she was my 1st Girlfriend. She wanted to stay with me for a day to celebrate our relationship and I thought being a good chance. We decided to meet on Friday in a Mall and from there to my Flat. I purposely chose evening time as then no-one will notice she coming to my place else it can be an issue. We met and reached home around 10pm after Dinner. We were chit chatting and started watching an English Movie. During an intimate scene, we also got excited and started kissing each other. One led to another and we were kissing each other passionately. We removed each other clothes and I was only in my underwear whereas she was in her Bra and Panty. She stopped suddenly and surprised with my hairless body top to bottom. Being a girl, she immediately realized that I do regular waxing to be hairless. She did not show any anger as such but shocked a bit as that's not normal. She straightaway asked me, what's the matter? Why I have a hairless body and do waxing regularly? I tried to avoid but she was firm and adamant to know the details. I did not want to create any scene or anyone should hear our loud Voices. I told her everything about my Crossdressing and attraction towards female stuff. She was shocked again and did not believe me. After a pause, she asked me to show my stuff to her and I did. After looking at my collection, she had a mischievous smile. I could not understand that expression and worried about me getting exposed. She asked me to dress in front of her and I did not have a choice. I started wearing Salwar Suit but she stopped and say that I should dress up from top to bottom and that too in front of her. I hesitated a bit and she came close to me and tried to relax me. She said that never expected that someone can share such a secret so easily and appreciate that. She just want to see me dressed and help as well in that. It relaxed me a bit.

I removed my underwear and she examined my hairless body. She pinched me in a naughty way and gave me a Pink Bra and Panty to wear. After that I wore a Salwar Suit and created my fake boobs. I wore matching bangles and earrings. She said I should do makeup first and I replied that I like to do makeup wearing bangles as love the sound of bangles while doing makeup. It gives me immense female feeling. I started my makeup with Foundation, Concealer, Lipstick, Eye shadow etc. She also helped me to do makeup in a proper way. She painted my Nails with Pink Nail Polish and finally I wore a medium hair wig and kept it loose. She helped in styling the lose hair to give a more proper look. Now am ready and did a cat walk in front of her. She praised my beauty and asked me to make Tea for both of us. She was also enjoying it. While we were having Tea, she opened up with me.

Nisha said, I like trying new things and always believe in adventures. Today she discovered something very new and adventurous. She have no problem in me wearing female stuff and she will support me for the same. However, we can't be in a serious relationship for now. Let's be good friends with some benefits and explore me more being dressed as a female. I had no problem obviously as it's like a dream wish that a female help me to live my feminine side. From that day onwards, daily, we used to have Video Chatting in the Night where I used to dress up in front of her and do different poses. She helped me buying lot of female extended stuff from local markets and proper shops, got my blouse stitched as well as heavy suits & lahenga as well. She encouraged me to take up Make-up brief Course of 6 Months so that I can be an expert in doing my own Makeup. It will also help me to try new things and buy my stuff on my own. In a few Months, our relationship took a step further when he had Lesbian Sex. It was awesome feeling and we both enjoyed a lot. Within a Year, now my Hair has grown till my shoulders, have a decent figure and an expert in Makeup.