My Journey - 3

The Experience has given me new identity and now I could understand my desires better. Now I know what I really want from my life and how I want to spend it. I started exploring more on Internet about Crossdressing Porn and came across lot of Porn Videos on Shemale & Crossdressers. However, all of these Videos are of Foreign Crossdressers and Shemales. I also had a desire to live my life as a girl and find it more prudent if I can relocate outside India and live as Full Time Crossdresser or Shemale. In order to proceed with this plan, I needed a lot of Money which is not possible by just doing a normal Job. Hence, I thought to better expose myself more on Internet to earn Money through my Online Videos and Paid Platforms where you need membership to view the content. I also started advertising on Makeover of other Crossdressers as per their choice. I spent almost 50k to arrange everything and shifted to another isolated place where there should be no disturbance from anyone. As I cant expose such things by living in a Society or Colony. I have to hide my identity as well so that should not get exposed in my professional life till am financially stable. In about 3 Months, it's start giving me dividend, where I have visits from other Crossdressers on a Weekend for a Makeover and more likes & hits on my Online Platforms. In 6 Months, I recovered my Money of 50k of initial investment and earning profits. However, that was not enough and pace being very slow.

I was also getting lot of requests from Men to spend time with me. Some looking for sexual pleasure and very few just wanted to spend time with me as a gf to them. I thought that would be another good way to earn Money and hence, I started going out with Men on a condition that I will decide after meeting them that our date will convert into a sexual pleasure or not. I started from 2k and within few Months, I could easily earn 5-7k for normal time spend and almost 15k for a sexual pleasure, spending night with them. I knew could become a Porn Star but there was no other way to earn more Money. I infact recorded some of my Sexual encounters but never posted online as I wanted to keep them as new when move abroad and meet Producers of Studio who make Crossdressing Movies.