Wednesday, 11 January 2017

Dream Come True Part 2

After buying everything I was waiting for next weekend to be a complete female. Nupur called me on Friday and asked me to shave entire hair on my body. I bought the Hair removal cream and removed as much Hair I can remove myself. I shaved my legs, arms, chest, body and private parts. On Saturday she came and asked me to take bath and warm water and she put some lotion in it. She told me that's a turmeric lotion and it will make my skin smooth. After that she applied bit more hair removal cream on my back and ass to clean it completely. Now my body is completely hairless and bit soft as well. She asked me to wore Pink Panty and tied my tool underneath it so that the bulge is not visible. She applied a tape on my chest and asked me to wear a bra and than outlined it with foundation so that it should look like beast. She also filled some stuff inside the Bra to make it real. Than I wore the Pink Salwar Suit which we bought last week. Than I sat on the dressing table. She first applied dark Pink Nail Polish and arched my eye brows a bit. Not much so that I should not have problem during my office hours. She than did my makeup with foundation, powder, Kajal, eye liner and eye shadow as well. She made sure that it should not be very dark. Than she applied dark shade Pink Lipstick. I wore the bangles and anklets. Than come the wig. We bought medium hair wig and she styled my hair and keep it open so that I can feel it. I wore the sandals and now am ready. We did some photo session.

After my entire transformation I was looking like a female which any guy should crave for. She than asked me to go out as Female for Lunch. I was hesitating as it would be first time. She understood and gave me some tips to behave like a female. We went out in a restaurant and everyone was treating me like a female. I was feeling awesome. Than we went to nearby Mall where we did window shopping. I tried so many different dresses in a female changing room without any problem. We did click pics in each and every dress I tried. Time was flying and we could not realize than its already night and time to go back home. It was like a best day for me to be a female.

Now every weekend it was a same routine to dress up and go out and we both were enjoying like anything. We almost forgot to be a girlfriend and boyfriend and treated ourself as 2 females. We went to disc as well where I danced with guys and feel the touch and enjoyed. Because of makeup and bit of diet my body was going in bit of girly shape but I did not care as I wanted to enjoy my life as a girl.

After few Months Nupur proposed me to marry me as she kind of enjoyed whatever we did and wanted to continue it full time. I had no reason to say No. I accepted immediately and met her parents. She only had mother and one brother. Brother was least bothered whats happening at home. So it was only her mother who has to approve. She did not have any reason to say No. Now its my turn to talk to my parents. I knew its going to be difficult. They were already not happy the way the changes happening with me. When I told them they became more angry. They did not agree and told me to do whatever I want as they are least bothered now.

We got married the next month in which my parents were present and however, just for the sake of it.

Exciting things about to come in next Part.

Tuesday, 3 January 2017

Dream Come True Part 1

Am posting a New Story which is like a Dream for every Crossdresser

My name is Ankit and a Crossdressre since my Childhood. I used to wear my Mom's and Sister's clothes when alone at home during my childhood. I dont remember how I develop the feelings to be a female. Female stuff always used to attract me and thats how I started wearing female stuff since my childhood. My desire to be a female and explore my feminine side was increasing day by day but did not get much chance at home.

After completing my Graduation I moved to Delhi in search of a Job. After bit of struggle I got a Job in a BPO. I moved to a rented room near my Office so that can fulfill my desire to be a female. Some stats about me that time. I was 22yrs of age with less body hair and slim figure with height of 5'8 and weight of 60 Kg. I was just like any other normal guy of my age, however, my complexion was good.

In a BPO you get to interact lot of people especially females and that actually helped me to understand more about females. Being from a small town I hardly had any interaction with female till College. I made some good friends as well. I bought 3 dresses i.e. Suit, Nighty and Skirt-Top along with some accessories and makeup stuff to fulfill my desire to be a female. However that was not enough for me. I created an account on FB as Ankita and started talking to people as female. I used to share some of my pics as well on FB so that everyone should think me as a girl only. But still something was missing. Slowly I started exploring more about female and than got to know about Crossdressing World and find lot of Crossdressers in Delhi and other parts of the World. I never thought that there could be so many people who have same desires like me. It was really good talking to them and understand more about Crossdressing and art of being a female.

Just to be clear I was not a gay and never attracted to guys.

This goes on for 2yrs, however, never able to satisfy myself completely in these 2yrs because of lack of female stuff and guidance.

After 2yrs in the same Company I was looking for a change as wanted to increase my Salary to explore more on the feminine side. One day got a call from a Consultant named Nupur. She told me about some Job and I went for the Interview. Luckily got the Job with 100% Increase on my Salary. I insisted to meet her to give her a small treat. She agreed and we met for the first time. We liked each other Company and from there started our long chats on FB and Phone. We used to talk almost daily about a lot of stuff. I never shared about my Crossdressing with her as not sure how she would react to it. After few Months finally I proposed her and she accepted. So she became my 1st GF. We came more closer to each other.

I was enjoying my Crossdressing at home in the evening after Office Hours with more stuff now. I got good break and got another Job in a Multinational Co on a very good package. I started earning 75k per month. Than I finally decided to tell her about my CDing. I invited her to my flat and insisted to stay overnight. After a lot of reluctance she agreed. After Dinner I purposefully stated the female topic and she got really surprised with some of interest and knowledge. Than finally I told her about my CDing. She did not believe in 1st place but when I showed all the stuff and some of my pics to her she was little shocked. She did not say anything that time and asked me to sleep. She also went to sleep. Next day she went back home without saying anything to me. I thought I lost her and regret that why I shared this with her.

We did not speak for almost a week. I did not have guts to call her and thought about her as a closed chapter. After 10days suddenly I got a call from her in the evening. That was a pleasant surprise to me. We spoke for 2 mins and she asked me about my well being and said to meet on the weekend at my place. I had no issues at all. She came to my flat on Saturday. After some silence she started "Ankit I really love you and whatever you had shared with me was bit of a shock to me. I wanted sometime to understand and thats why she did not say anything that time"

She told me that she read a lot about Crossdressing and Crossdressers and concluded that there is nothing wrong in it. Everyone have their own choices and my likings is actually not harming anyone and just another way to enjoy life. She finally said that she just want me to be happy and will support me in every possible way. She dont care what other think and we need not to share this with anyone. I was on cloud nine. Than we discussed in length about my desires and likings. We became bit more closer to each other as now we love each other, understand each other and most of all share many of common interests i.e. female stuff.

We planned that every weekend she will dress me up completely and we will enjoy than. She looked at my stuff once again and asked me to go shopping to buy something good for me. We went to Sarojini market for shopping. She helped me in buying some good makeup stuff like Lipsticks, Nail Polish, Mascara eye liners and complete makeup kit. We bought high heel sandals for me, few dresses, long hair wig, breast forms, bra & panties of my size. She helped me in buying almost everything which every female should have.

Friday, 20 November 2015

Suggestions

Please give me some suggestions on plot to build stories. Also, you may share pics to attach along with story around the Plot.

Tuesday, 6 October 2015

My Husband Ram

my relationship with my lover whom i now considered as husbandcontinued....except for my need and love for him and his kindness to me there was nothing more to the relationship...he enjoyed as and when he wanted to and i was obedient and submissive as a wife would be,,,,i often met and chatted with his elder brother..who was about 6 years older and engaged to be married...my lover was hairy and well built but his elder brother was taller,more hairy and had started balding..he was about 28 years old....he of course did not know of our relationship infact except for the two of us no one else in the world knew that we were gay lovers...i continued to meet my lover wearing bright red panties and a red bra under my shirt .my lover always lifted my bra and squeezed and sucked my nipples casually and naturally....my submission to his needs was complete...
it so happened that once when we were in the middle of undressing...his brother came into the room and saw me in my bra... and panties...he just glanced and quicky left without saying a word .my lover asked me to get dressed and leave and i went home in a state of shock...after two three days my lover came to my house and said that his elder brother wanted to see me...i was in a state of panic...after i met him the brother said that my lover had disgraced their family by entering into such a relationship and had been punished but i had to be punished too.....he then asked his younger brother to remove his shirt and on his removing his shirt i saw that he had been beaten badly...the elder one said that in case i did not accept the punishment given then my lover would be beaten further and also sent away to a distant place....i looked at my lover and i could see in his eyes that he wanted me to agree to be punished...i told him i was ready to take my punishment.
the elder brother said that since he was about to get married...i would be used by him as a whore and he would release me only after he got married....i was shocked ..before i could reply...he ordered my lover to leave the room...my lover put his face down and left...the elder brother pushed me on the bed . slapped me twice and ordered me to undress...i was too frightened to resist...on the bed there were a set of female clothes which i wore..bra, panty and salwar kameez which were a bit loose for me.
he said ...your punishment will be sweet only if you do not resist...you are my property now and if u are good then i will release you in a few months..and you can forget my brother ...he simply does not have the guts to defend you....i realized the truth in his words...from then on i mentally accepted to be his property....

Part 2

After this first day of humiliation I was escorted back by Rambhaiyya…as now I was the property of his elder brother Rakesh…the truth was that I was beginning to fall for Rakesh…I loved his slaps and the fact that I would get to wear new girly clothes every day was making me cum….
however I knew that unlike Rambhaiyaa who gave me a hand job…Rakesh would hate to see my cock…so that pleasure was denied to me…I decided to try to get more punishment and see where that would lead me to…
I told Ram how horrible Rakesh was and that I wanted Ram to give me pleasure….we went to a hotel and there Ram literally tore into me and rammed his hard on so hard that I felt the skin inside tearing…exhausted I returned home…
The next day as soon as I reached Rakesh’s room along with Ram he asked Ram to wait back…he said to Ram…I want you to put this sanitary pad and hide her stupid cock…and see to it that it hurts her if she gets an erection…as soon as I heard this my cock started rising…Ram simply broke the erection so badly that I started crying with the pain…then he stuck my cock with sticking tape and then pushed the sanitary napkin inside my gym support ….
Rakesh watched this happen ….any mistake today will be punished severely… wear only a bra and a petticoat and apron …I want you to go to the kitchen and make me some coffee…I wore an apron and walked into the kitchen….as I bent down to pick up something…Rakesh came in and started caressing my ass…he put his finger up my ass….it was still tender after the yesterday session with Ram…he picked up a carrot and rammed it hard inside causing me to drop the cup….he said don’t move I want to see how deep your hole is…he kept pushing the carrot in and I dropped into doggy style to help him push it deeper….I felt a deep pleasure but didn’t want to show it to Rakesh…he kept pushing until something gave way , the carrot had gone in about 9 inches…I just waited for him to make his next move…he said you look good as a bitch should…
He removed his pant belt and fitted it around my neck and dragged me into the bedroom ,a bit of the carrot head was still out and I got a feeling of pleasure as it moved inside me while rubbing the floor but I pretended to cry in fear…he laid me on the floor on my back…and said you are my bitch today…open your mouth and take your gift…he rammed his cock in my mouth and pinched my nipples….Malik please have pity on me I gasped…he did not listen and continued to ram his cock in my throat…after a few pushes… he began to ride easily and soon came in my mouth…I swallowed his cum which had a slight bitterness…and was thicker than Ram…if this was all I had to do then it was a good deal for me….
One of these days you will be punished severely he said…and on that day no one will save you….I wanted to say thank you Malik…but decided against it…instead I held his legs and said Malik I will try to be your obedient slave…please do not punish me…I turned and showed him my ass…please punish me now Malik ,I am scared of punishment day….he seemed to understand and began to strike my ass…I screamed in pain…but the truth was that it was a pleasure…I was enjoying my bondage….and was determined to keep my secret…

Ram betrayed me for Rakesh

Just as Rakesh the elder brother was about to force himself on me I saw his younger brother who was my lover enter the room and say “bhaiyya, leave her for today”,for some reason Rakesh agreed and Ram and I started walking towards my home.
I was full of anger towards Ram who had betrayed and not protected me and I kept quiet…he said “can I say something”,Ireplies”say, but don’t expect me to believe you”…he said you may think anything you like but on that day…when I went to meet my brother to talk about our being together he was with a couple of our cousins Deep and Amar…who are married and goondas too…they were interested in cutting off your cock and balls and selling you off to a whore house for a good sum of money….but I got angry and got into a fight and then they beat me up…I knew that it would be difficult to protect you so I agreed to let them make you a whore for their enjoyment…I will try to save you after Rakesh marriage but for now just allow them to do as they want… I have also told them that you are a virgin…to save you…
I did not know whether to believe him or not but I was frightened that they could finish me , hence I decided to not say anything immediately…
The next day I had to meet Rakesh again…Ram picked me up from my house and left me at the door…as soon as I entered the room Rakesh gave me a couple of hard slaps and asked me to get undressed soon…I was completely naked … he pinched my nipples and I gave a gasp and my cock started getting excited…he slapped my ass cheeks and I got even harder…he forcefully held my nose so that my mouth opened and he slapped me again…
He then said…I will tell you the rules and you have to obey them….firstly you have to call me Malik…I shall call you Randi…secondly you must not show me your cock again…I hate your cock and I want only your two other holes…thirdly you should not open your mouth or talk in my presence…or make any kind of resistence…if you do then you are finished… fourthly if you make any mistake you should tell me ...once a week i shall judge you and punish you which you have to aceept I nodded my head and looked down…I wore gym support so that my cock was covered and that was it…
He said go into the bathroom and wait there…I went into the bathroom ….he came naked inside and I found my cock getting harder…hairy chest and body, full lips and a huge and thick cock…
He ordered my to clean and massage his cock and I did so…then he asked me to clean his ass and rim it and I did so…next he asked me to shave his pubic hair and a shiver of pleasure went inside me as I got to play with my cock….as soon as I started to play…he slapped me hard and said did I ask you , now I am going to punish you…
He lifted me up in his arms and threw me on the bed…we were both wet and he casually and brutally entered me from behind…I screamed with pain and started crying… but along with the pain there was an immense sense of satisfaction and peace… I knew that I enjoyed being his property and his hunger gave me safety ,he continued to thrust and that was it…virgin or not my tender ass got torn and started bleeding… soon he came and his hot cum flowed out of my ass , he rested his huge body on me and I felt the joy that comes with humiliation …he got up and looked at me with joy, you are a virgin he asked…I did not reply and just nodded my head…
Get down and suck me he ordered…I licked off his cum and sucked him vigourously….soon he came in my mouth…I swallowed his cum and stepped aside…he said don’t move I haven’t finished...inside the cupboard there are dresses for you…one set for each day of the week…for the next few days you will wear the set for that day as marked.
i went to the cupboard and opened it…there were several sets of clothes , lace panties, slips, bikinis salwar kameez, noodle strap dresses and sarees and petticoats …my cock started getting hard and a deep sense of gratitude towards my master came…I came near him got down on my knees and looking down said ….malik thank you for taking care of me….please give me your next order…in reply he slapped me hard ..this is the second mistake today ...on punishment day we will discuss it further...

Monday, 5 October 2015

Friend to Wife

मैं (फरहान) और कश्यप जब delhi नौकरी करने आये तो हमे किराये के कमरे तलाशने की आवश्यकता हुई. गगन विहार, आनंद विहार, प्रीत विहार न जाने कहाँ कहां घूमे मगर रूम नहीं मिला. सबकी एक ही डिमांड थी कि हम कुंवारे लड़कों को रूम नहीं देते. फॅमिली वाले को देते हैं. फिलहाल हम एक होटल में रुके हुए थे. वहां से रोजाना ऑफिस जाना होता. और रोजाना 500 रूपये का खर्चा हो रहा था. अभी तक हम घर से पिताजी से ली हुई रकम खर्च कर रहे थे. वोह भी अब ख़त्म होने वाली थी. मेरी सैलरी ९००० रूपये ही थी. और कश्यप ११००० रूपये कमा रहा था. अगर इसी तरह होटल में रहते रहे तो अपनी तो सारी सैलरी इसी होटल के किराये में चली जाएगी.
(यहाँ यह भी बताता चलूँ की मुझे थोड़ी बहुत crossdressing पसंद थी. लेकिन जूनून नहीं था. न ही मेरे अंदर ऐसे विचार आते कि कोई मेरे साथ सेक्स करे. बस ड्रेसिंग का शौक़ था. कभी कभार मम्मी, मौसी के कपड़े पहन कर मैं आनंदित होती.)
जब दिन भर की दौड़ धूप के बाद भी हमें कोई सफलता नहीं मिली तो फिर थक हार कर शाम को होटल रूम में लौट आये. कश्यप की हालत खराब थी. उसे बहुत मुशकिल से यह नौकरी मिली थी. अगर वोह वापस जाता तो उसके घर वालों के लिए एक बड़ी समस्या हो जाती. बोला यार कैसे भी इस समस्या का समाधान करो. वरना तो यार मुझे आत्म हत्या करनी पड़ेगी. परिवार का खर्चा मेरे जिम्मे है. और पिताजी रिटायर हो गये हैं. मेरे पास मात्र ४०००० रूपये हैं. मैं सारे पैसे देने को तय्यार हूँ. बस मेरी समस्या हल हो जाये.
मैं पहले से सोचे बैठे था मैंने खा एक आईडिया है थोडा पैसा तो खर्च होगा, मगर प्रॉब्लम सोल्वे हो जाएगी. बोला प्लीज बताओ मुझे. मैंने कहा मुझे लड़की बनना पड़ेगा. बोला मजाक मत कर मैं बहुत उलझन में हूँ. मैंने कहा मैं भी इसी उलझन में हूँ लेकिन मजाक नहीं कर रहा. बोला की अबे पागल है कैसे हो जायेगा तू लडकी. अबे साले तू क्या छक्का है? और तमाशा बनाएगा मेरा. मैंने कहा अबे चूतिया ध्यान से सुन मेरी बात. तुम और मैं मियन बीवी बन कर रहेंगे. रूम आसानी से मिल जायेगा. तुझे याद है फ्रेंड्स कॉलोनी में कितना अच्छा और सस्ता फ्लैट था और वोह कह रहा था की सिर्फ विवाहित लोग रह सकते हैं. मैं छक्का हूँ या हिजडा हूँ तुझे इससे क्या मतलब. अगर मतलब है तो हम दोनों वापस चलते हैं.
उसने अपनी चिंता से ध्यान हटा कर थोडा सोचा और बोला, यार एक आदमी औरत की तरह रहेगा तो लोग पहचान जायेंगे. तेरे साथ मेरी भी बे इज्ज़ती होगी. मैंने कहा चुप प्लानिंग करते हैं. मैंने कहा की मैं अपनी पूरी बोदी की वैक्सिंग करा लेता हूँ. फरीदाबाद में एक ब्यूटी पारलर है वहां tg का ब्यूटी पारलर है वहां मैं मेकअप करवा लूँगा. कुछ रेडीमेड कपड़े खरीद लेंगे. मैं साड़ी में रहूगा. 
कश्यप घबराया और बोला की यार एक बात सुन चल रूम तो मिल जायेगा मगर तेरी नौकरी का क्या होगा. मैंने कहा की उसका मैंने जुगाड़ कर लिया है. मैंने आज एक बहुत अच्छी जॉब देखि है वोह है एक बच्चे की देखभाल करने वाली गवर्नेस की. सैलरी भी अच्छी है. रहना फ्री है. मैंने अपने हुसबंद के लिए भी रहने का जुगाड़ कर लिया है. वोह मुझे घुर से देखने लगा. बोला अबे तू है क्या. सपने देख रहा है क्या? मैंने कहा मैं जो कुछ भी हूँ यह सब मुझ पर छोड़. कल से मैं यह प्रोजेक्ट शुरू कर रहा हूँ. 
अगले दिन मैं कश्यप को रूम में छोड़ कर बहार निकल गया. वहां से सीधा स्वेअटी ब्यूटी पारलर गया. वोह हिजड़ों का ब्यूटी पारलर था. वहाँ जाकर एक सुन्दर से हिजडे ने मेरा स्वागत किया और बोली बताइए क्या चाहिए. मैंने कहा की मुझे सुन्दर सी लड़की बना दो. उसने मुस्कुरा कर उपर से नीचे तक देखा. बोली पहले आपकी वैक्सिंग होगी फिर एलेक्ट्रोल्य्सिस, फिर ऑय ब्रो बनेगी, फिर कन छेदन होगा फिर नक छेदन. बोली की आप नहा लीजिये. और सिर्फ panty पहन कर बाहर आइये.
मैं सिर्फ पैन्टी पहन कर नहा कर बाहर आ गयी. उन्होंने मुझे एक कुर्सी पर बैठा दिया और मेरे ऊपर वैक्स लगाना शुरू कर दिया. फिर एक पट्टी को उसपर चिपका कर उलटी दिशा से खींचा मुझे बहुत तेज़ बाल टूटने का दर्द हुआ लेकिन जब मैंने अन्दर से साफ और चिकनी त्वचा देखि तो मुझे बहुत प्रसन्नता हुई. इस तरह उसने कुल्हे, टंगे, जंघे, पेट, कमर, सीना आदि साफ़ कर दिया. फिर वोह बोलीं ठंडे पानी से नहा कर फिर आओ. मैं फिर गयी और वापस आई. इस बार उन्होंने एलेक्ट्रोल्य्सिस के द्वारा चेहरे के अनचाहे बाल साफ़ कर दिए. इसमें टाइम ज्यादा लगा. बोलीं एक आध सेशन और करा लेना. 
इसके बाद मैंने ब्रा panty, पेटीकोट, ब्लाउज, साड़ी पहन ली. मेकअप भी हल्का कराया. विग भी लगाया और sandle पहन कर जो चली तो मुझे अपने स्त्री होने का पूरा एहसास होने लगा. थोडा हलके गुलाबी रंग में नेल पॉलिश और लिपस्टिक लगाने से मुझे अपने स्त्री होने पर गर्व होने लगा. मगर अंदर ही अंदर डर रही थी की कहीं भेद न खुल जाये. खैर मैंने ऑटो किया और जहाँ गवर्नेस की जॉब करनी थी वहां के लिए चल पड़ी. डरते डरते. पांव भी काँप रहे थे. ऑटो वाला मुझे घूर कर देख रहा था. मैंने निगाह हटा ली. और दूसरी तरफ देखने लगी. जब विनायक काम्प्लेक्स आ गए तो कुच्छ ही दूर से मैंने ऑटो वाले को रोक लिया. उसने ५५ रूपये लिए और चला गया. मैंने ब्लाक ३७ के सामने के गेट से अंदर गयी. और फ्लैट न. १४५ को ढूंढते हुए दरवाजे पर नॉक किया. अंदर से एक बुजुर्ग महिला ने दरवाजा खोला. बोली आप कौन मैंने खा जो विगयापन अपने दैनिक जागरण में दिया था उसके लिए बोली आइये. 
उसने फिर उस बच्ची के माता पिता के बारे में बताया की किस तरह वोह एक सडक हादसे में एक सप्ताह पहले गुज़र गए. रिश्तेदार गुजरात में रहते हैं. मगर उन्हें हम से कोई मतलब नहीं है. हम खुद उनसे कट गए हैं. अब हमें एहसास है की रिश्तेदार की भी अपनी आवश्यकता है. मगर क्या किया जाये. मैंने स्त्रियों की आवाज़ बना कर कहा सही कहा आपने. बोलीं आपका बैग इत्यादि कहाँ है. मैंने कहा अपने कन्फर्म कर दिया क्या. बोलीं हाँ . क्या नाम बताया अपने मैंने कहा फरहाना. बोली मुस्लिम हो क्या? मैंने कहा आधी आधी पति हिन्दू हैं. बोली कोई बात नहीं. इंसान होना चाहिए. धर्म तो दुकानदारी है आजकल. मुझे उनको बातें अच्छी लगीं. बोली आपको आपका कमरा दिखा दूं आपने अपने पति को फोन करके बुला लीजिये. हमने आपके आने से पहले आपके पति की पुलिस इन्क्वायरी भी करा ली थी. हमें कोई दिक्कत नहीं है. लगता है आपलोगों ने माँ बाप की मर्जी के बिना विवाह कर लिया है. क्योंकि इन्क्वारी में उन्होंने कश्यप को कुंवारा बताया है. हमें इससे कोई मतलब नहीं बाद में माँ बाप मान ही जाते हैं. मेरे बेटे ने भी प्रेम विवाह ही किया था. हमें बाद में बताया. उस बुजुर्ग महिला की आँखों में हल्के हल्के आन्सू भी आ गये थे. उनको देख कर मेरे भी निकल पड़े. मैंने उनको धाडस बंधाया. इससे वोह संतुष्ट सी हो गयी.
वोह मुझे कमरे तक ले गयी. वहां एक प्यारी सी बच्ची सो रही थी. बोली यह है एक साल की है. मुझसे तो संभलती ही नहीं. तुम संभाल लेना. यह इसकी मम्मी का कमरा है. अलमारी में बहुत से कपड़े हैं. वेस्टर्न, इन्डियन, undergarments, मेकअप का सामान इत्यादि. ज्वेलरी हम ने बैंक में जमा करा दी है. अगर तुमको ठीक लगे तो तुम उन कपड़ों को प्रयोद कर सकती हो. हालाँकि लोग मरे हुए लोगों के कपड़े पहनने से परहेज़ करते हैं. मैंने कहा की अरे आप चिंता न करें. मुझे ऐसा कोई वहम नहीं है. इसके बाद वोह चली गईं. मैंने फोन करके कश्यप को बुला लिया. इस बीच मैंने वार्डरोब को क्दोल कर देखा तो मेरी तो चीख ही निकल गयी. एक से एक शानदार साड़ियाँ, लेहेंगा चोली, ग़रारा, शरारा, परेलल, nighty, स्कर्ट, टॉप, ब्रा panty, विग्स, आर्टिफीसियल ज्वेलरी, मेकअप का सामान, हील्स और sandles की तो जैसे बरात सी आयी हुई थी. और ख़ुशी की बात यह कि नाप मुझसे से थोड़ी ज्यादा ही थी. वोह परिवार पंजाबी होगा जिस वजह से पैर भी उनके देहाती टाइप थे. इस वजह से मेरे पांव बिलकुल फिट आ रहे थे.
मैंने सोचा कि अब तो घर में ही हूँ एक ब्लैक कलर की साटन की nighty को try किया जाये. यह सोचकर मैंने अपनी साड़ी उतारी और पेटीकोट ब्लाउज भी उतारा और वोह nighty पहन ली. अब जो अपने आप को आइने में देखा तो देखती ही रह गयी. दिल चाह की अपने आप को चूम लूं. इतने में वोह बच्ची भी उठ गयी. मैंने उसे तुरंत गोद में ले लिया. वोह चुप गयी. दिल तो यह छह रहा था की उसको दूध पिला दूं अपने ही स्तनों से. मगर अफ़सोस. इतने में उनकी दादी आ गयी. बोलीं लो यह बोतल इसको पिला देना. तुम तो कमाल की हो. बच्चे चुपाने आते हैं. इसकी मम्मी तुमसे जरा मोटी थी. मुझसे इसकी भी ख़ुशी है की उसके कपड़े तुम्हे फिट आ रहे हैं और काम भी आ गये. मेरे पास एक सन्दूक है उसमे उसके और अंडर गारमेंट रखे हैं. यह कह कर वोह मुझे अपने रूम में ले गयी और एक सन्दूक की तरफ इशारा करके दिखाया और बोलीं देखो. मैंने खोल कर देखा तो उसमे कई रेशमी panty ब्रा रखी हुई थी. उसमे chemisole, lingerie, garter belt भी थीं. यह देखकर तो मैं हैरत ही कर गयी. मैंने कहा की हाँ इस्तेमाल हो जाएँगी ऐसा कह कर मुझे थोड़ी शरम सी भी आई.
इतने में दरवाजे पर नॉक हुई मैं दौड़ कर दरवाजे पर गयी वहां कश्यप खड़ा था. वोह बोला आप मैंने कहा अबे फरहान हूँ मैं. वोह तो सकपका गया थोड़ी देर में पहचाना. यह तो अच्छा हुआ दादी नहीं थीं वरना सारा खेल गडबड हो जाता मैंने कहा चुपचाप मेरे साथ चल. इतने में दादी आईं,, बोलीं कौन. मैंने कहा कि मेरे पति हैं. खैर इतनी तमीज़ कश्यप को थी की उसने तुरंत दादी के पैर छुए. दादी ने कहा जीते रहो. बोली हाथ मुंह धोलो फिर खाना खा लेना. मैं उसे अपने कमरे में ले गयी और उसे सारी कहानी सुनायी. बोला तुमने बहुत हिम्मत की है. और यार तुम सुन्दर भी बहुत लग रहे हो. मैंने कहा भूल से भी यह मत कहना. अब मैं लग रही हूँ. ना कि लग रहा हूँ. बोला सॉरी. याद रखना की तुम यहाँ मेरे पति हो. मैंने कहा
दादी से मैं खाना पकाना भी सीख गयी. 3 सेशन मैंने लेज़र थेरेपी के लिए. हॉर्मोन थेरेपी भी साथ साथ चलती रही. एक बार हैदराबाद जाकर मैंने सर्जरी भी करवा ली. अब मैं पुरे इत्मीनान से थी. कश्यप ने मुझसे विवाह कर लिया. जिसकी खबर दादी को नहीं दी. 
असल में कश्यप जब रात को सोता था तो उससे रुका नहीं गया. बोला देखो तुमने मेरे साथ कितना किया है. एक और एहसन कर दो वोह यह की मुझे अपना पति वास्तव में बना लो. यह एहसान मैंने उस पर कर दिया. और हमारे बीच शारीरिक सम्बन्ध स्थापित हो गये. वोह मेरे साथ पुरे जीर शोर से सम्भोग करते जिससे मैं भी पूरी तरह तृप्त होती और वोह भी होते. बच्ची हम पाल ही रहे थे. हमारा इरादा था की हम एक घर अलग ले लेंगे. जब गवर्नेस की ड्यूटी यानि नौकरी दो तीन साल में पूरी हो जाएगी. मगर दादी ने हमारी मेहनत और प्रेम को देखकर आधी प्रॉपर्टी हमारे नाम कर दी और आधी बच्ची के नाम. पांच साल बाद दादी की मृत्यु हो गयी. अब साली प्रॉपर्टी लगभग हमारी थी. पहली बार लगा की पैसे की कोई अहमियत नहीं है रिश्तों के आगे. वोह खाली फ्लैट (पूरी हवेली ही थी, क्यूंकि उन्होंने 4 फ्लैट की जगह पर एक हवेली बनवा दी थी) दादी के बिना अधूरा था. मैं उस दिन बहुत रोई थी. रिश्तेदार में से बस तीन लोग उनकी मृत्यु पर आये थे. वकील जिसने वसीयत लिखी थी वोह भी आया था. उसने उनके रिश्तेदारों को दादी की वसीयत से आगाह कर दिया था. यह सुनकर वोह भी भाग गए. मेरे पीटीआई ने अपने ऑफिस के सहयोगियों के साथ उनका अंतिम संस्कार किया. मगर एक बात थी की दादी को मरते समय कोई चिंता अपनी पोती की नहीं थी. यह मेरे लिए बहुत बड़ा ख़ुशी का मौक़ा था. औरत अगर रिश्तों के बदले दौलत के पीछे दीवानी है तो वोह कुत्तों से बदतर हो जाती है. ऐसी औरत को मर्द पसंद नहीं करता. यही हाल मर्दों के होता है, जो डुलत के पीछे भागते हैं न बच्चे उनका साथ देते हैं न बीवी.